could have been an update

I could update now but then I look at the clock its 2:44am and iv just got in from a night out. I CBA!!!! May be ill get the urge in the morning..

Aberdeen update!

Iv just looked and the last time I updated me blog was 22nd October thats rather poor I felt so thought better blog for you guys and tell the world whats going on. Well as usual im sitting in one the the uni computer rooms after fighting for a computer and they are such suckers i aint gona leave for hours huahahahahahha. Anyway back to my little world loads has happened since last blog.....

Got my letter from the RAF at the end of last week inviting me to join UAS so I got it W00t W00t, I cant wait to get flying but in true RAF style the introduction week isnt till 14th-17th December so n flying for me till after xmas.

Did a play last week that was awsome as usual uni societies go we are fairly hard pressed for that stuff that makes the world go round money. So with a bit of insperation and flair we (Me and a guy who barely knows what electricity is) came up with the idea of making a lighting desk to save having to hire one or even having to buy one. We found some quartets in the store which were cool they seemed a bit too nice for them to have bought and suspiciously they had some kind of simble on them mmmmm you cant probably workout how the society aquired these. Anyway we made our desk and loads of extension cables spent about £60 and had 5 fully faiding lights which was just amazing something this society thought was just dreams. Ill blog the pics when i get them of my camera as they are worth seeing.

what else mmm well i might have told you guys all about me and Cat already but if not heres a quick summary errrr we were in a state of..... dont know what you call it well she was basicly being indecisive about wether we should be together or not well then I went away to RAF Cranwell to have my medical done and then when i get back after being away for the whole weekend I find that she pulled this guy other guy adam that lives in my flat and who iv been getting on well with. Grrrr was rather pived off as one my have guessed as she hadnt actually come to a conclusion before i when away (after her 6 weeks of 'thinking'). So was less than impressed with this young lady and my flat mate. Well last few weeks since it happened have been a bit obscure but i think as a group we have got through it. Didnt help that i got with some random girl the night after i found out what she had done!!! Its all kind of coming to a close now i think, im going out with this lovely young French/English lady called "Cam" or Camile (however you decide to say and in my case manage to be able to spell) tonight and ill have to report back to you some time about how that goes. As for Cat and Adam well I have a strong feeling that they are going to get together or already have and i just dont know about it. The problem is I dont know whats gona happen when they do cos I might just lose it. I havent lost my cool since iv been up here and im realy scared that this mite mean i do you guys have all seen me lose it probably at some time and its not a pritty sight. I just dont know what im gona do and i realy dont wana freak people out. The last time i felt like this it didnt actually happen but this time i think i might flit. Im stronger and more aware than before and i might realy hurt someone.

All that just to get to that little point but its a rather serious one and if anyone has any ideas then please tell me what i can do to save tears, blood and lives.

Soz to finish on a down beat but thats the way it is Im having a great time basicly here. We even had a touch of snow last friday which was freaky seen as it was barely november. Keep blogging people and "10ng 11v3 t3h Kr3w!"